Is Scary bad? I just write how I feel in a poetry sence...It helps me in alot of ways. I'm a schizophrenic, so I need ways to vent...I have that ^ Bipolar, Depression Multiple personality, and OCD. So I need someone to tell something too and poetry seems like a good way to do it.
I've prayed a similar prayer at a similar point and that was a few years back. God hears. He is The Great White Lion, there is none greater ;)
Good book. But as this is the second of your works I've read, I must say, your books are scary. Good. But scary.